Today But Please Not Today

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Teks: Lyana Zakaria



Why am I here?
For what reason I'm here?
Why did I choose to be here?
Did I made a good choice?
Will I regret this?
What if I change my mind?
Can I turn back?
If I turn back will I regret it, again?
What if I did turn back and I went back to where I was?
Will it change things?
Or maybe I should just choose the other option?
If I did, will I not have any regret anymore? 
What if it is wrong even from the beginning?
Should I just give up from the beginning?
It would be much more easier, right?




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