Lyana Zakaria

Teks: Lyana Zakaria Why am I here? For what reason I'm here? Why did I choose to be here? Did I made a good choice? Will I regret this? What if I change my mind? Can I turn back? If I turn back will I regret it, again? What if I did turn back and I went back to where I was? Will it change things? Or maybe I should just choose the other option? If I did, will I not have any regret anymore?  What if it is wrong even from the beginning? Should I just give up from the beginning? It would be much more easier, right?

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Sejak belakangan ini, saya dapat rasakan emosi saya kurang stabil. Tidak tahu mengapa, tetapi ada masa saya tidak mampu mengawalnya. Sampai satu masa, saya rasa ada juga yang merasa buku lima saya. Kadang-kadang saya lepaskan amarah saya kepada teman serumah saya dengan meninggikan suara saya kepada mereka. Maafkan saya T.T Saya tertanya-tanya mengapa saya perlu beremosi sampai begitu sekali? Bila difikirkan semula, salah satunya mungkin kerana saya jauh dengan Allah? Astagfirullahalazim. Ibu selalu pesan kepada saya supaya dekatkan diri pada Allah dan berkomunikasi dengan Allah tapi saya juga manusia biasa. Terkadang kita lalai dengan kesibukan dunia. Astaghfirullahalazim. Sampai bila lyana oi? Jom! Masih belum terlambat lagi untuk kita berubah selagi Allah belum memerintahkan Izrail untuk menarik nyawa kita. Banyak lagi perkara yang perlu kita selesaikan sementara kita masih di atas muka bumi ini. Tanggungjawab kita sebagai seorang khalifah ja...

Text: Lyana Zakaria Hari ini, hati ini gelisah. Hari ini, hati ini tenang. Hari ini, ada hati yang gelisah. Hari ini, ada hati yang tenang. Hari ini, hati-hati ini bersatu pada yang Satu. Hari ini,  hati-hati ini berpecah kerana sesuatu. Hari ini, hati ini dikawal oleh iman. Hari ini,  hati ini diganggu oleh bisikan Taghut. Hari ini,  hati ini berkata-kata. Hari ini, hati ini terdiam tanpa kata. Hari ini, hati ini terpegun. Hari ini, hati ini kecewa. Hari ini, hati ini rasa sayang. Hari ini,  hati ini rasa benci. Hari ini, hati ini ikhlas. Hari ini, hati ini berkira-kira. Hari ini, hati ini penuh dengan perasaan. Perasaan apa? Takut, Malu, Kecewa, Marah, Serabut, Gembira dan hari ini, aku post dua kali. p/s: seronok sebab aku tahu takde siapa hiraukan post ni kalau aku post kat FB nanti :P

Text: Lyana Zakaria Marah. Satu perasaan yang tidak menyenangkan sesiapa pun di dunia ni. Kenapa? Dengan perasaan ini, kita benci orang. Dengan perasaan ini, kita dengki dengan orang itu. Dengan perasaan ini, kita buat fitnah. Dengan perasaan ini, kita menipu. Dengan perasaan ini, kita derhaka pada Allah. Dengan perasaan ini, kita derhaka pada ibu ayah. Dengan perasaan ini, kita hilang fokus. Dengan perasaan ini, kita cakap lepas. Dengan perasaan ini, kita abaikan tanggungjawab kita..... Dan banyak lagi. I admit that sometimes I couldn't help myself for not being angry. It is hard. But I'll try again. Sometimes I take it too serious till I make people around me annoyed. And sometimes it's vice versa. And it's kinda make me a little disappointed with myself. because Justin Timberlake once said that; "What goes around, comes around" You can say it as Karma. In order to make they be better is you, yourself MUST be Better. In...

Text: Lyana Zakaria Today is the 11th day of Ramadan.  And today I managed to qiamulail .  Alhamdulillah. So today, supposedly the plan is to go to PKNS for shopping however, Hakeem have a class today so we cancelled the plan.  Our plan today is to make blueberry cheese tart.  Ibu just bought a new tart maker.  She's so excited to use it. So last but not least, " if you ever get angry with someone, our Prophet Muhammad SAW had left some tips. There are three steps. Firstly, change your positions. If you're standing, then sit down. If you're sitting, lay down. Secondly, perform your ablution(وضوء) . Thirdly, drink a cold water. Nabi Muhammad SAW said that anger comes from satan and satan are made from fire. It means the anger is from fire so to put it down we should use water, right? In shaa Allah it will help you decrease your anger.  Oh! One more thing, during anger our heartbeat increases. Heartbeat increases due to low concentration of oxygen in body so ...

Text: Lyana Zakaria رمضان kareem is about to end.  And I'm stuck in my daydream like ed sheeran said. الله اكبر Am i gonna let this slip away just like that? This is like one and only chances i had.  Who knows you'll die right after Ramadan? And you've missed the chances you have  during your lifetime to enjoy your عبادة to الله.  Bukankah itu merugikan kita? Tazkirah for today is.. From a hadith from رسول الله: There is one man who was very pious and he left a will to his family to burn his body and crushes his bones and divide into two. One throw it into البحر (sea) and another one onto land.  However, Allah's power is beyond us. He connected the land and the sea therefore, the two crushed bones meet together in between the land and the sea.  Allah ask the man why did he left a will to  his family to do such things. And, he answered " ana akhuf. (I'm afraid). Afraid to your النار (hell), Ya Allah. The  tortured that i'll be facing. I  don't...

As salamu alaikum,  It has been 2 months (err..or maybe more) I didn't update my blog. So, Izzayyukum? Ana? Alhamdulillah.. Ana quwayyisah. So, I've left my blog for a long time and there's a lot of thing to share so I'll summarize it, okay? Last Winter Break, I only had a chance to go to Cairo. It's one of the spectacular thing ever happen in Winter for me BECAUSE I went to the one of the biggest book fair in the world! heee ;) There were lot of books from A-Z . You can find varies of genre there such as religions,scientific, fiction or non fiction  BUT I don't have much money to buy all the books that I wanted to.. I only bought GRAY'S ANATOMY  huhuhu.. (Banyak sangat buku Medicines and harga susah nak jumpa angka kecil) Next year, I'll bring triple from last time. haha.. So that's what happened in Ma9rod( book fair).. Actually what made my holiday more amazing is we went to MAKAM of Imam-Imam and one of it is Makam Imam Syafie. People said that...

Today we had a closing ceremony for Ahlan Misr program. The tentative were supposed to end about 20:20 (Egypt Time) however we decided to get home earlier because .... (errr) but hey, we are not alone because there is also a bunch of Malaysian do the same thing. So we went back home.  Di sinilah cerita bermula. As we walk to the gate, it was locked. We had to wait for a while until one of the Egyptian took the key from the guard. Then, a Malaysian girl told us to use another gate because she said that usually at that time the Istad (stadium) gate will be lock . Since we don't know anything about that so we just follow that girl and her friends.  Sambil berjalan, kami bersembang dan menikmati Mansurah padda waktu malam . Setibanya kami di depan pintu gamaah (Universiti) tiba-tiba terdetik di hati  ' ini macam pintu gamaah depan GALA'A je.. ' Memang betullah sangkaanku . Aku ternampak pakcik kebab yang haritu tu . Pak cik Kebab haritu Shawarma sebelum dibuka ...

Mencabut gigi geraham bongsu sebenarnya tak lah sakit mana . Cuma semasa doktor cucuk ubat bius ada rasa sedikit sakit kerana gusi kita mempunyai banyak receptor yang menyebabkan sense of pain dalam mulut kita agak tinggi . Berair jugaklah mata ni masa doktor cucuk bius tapi lepas tu you akan rasa kebas and you can't feel anything . Then doktor bagitahu dia nak cabut gigi I then tercabut lah gigi saya . YEAY ! But kegembiraan itu hanya bertahan sebentar . Anda hanya dibenarkan makan makanan yang sejuk dan lembut seperti ice cream or bubur yang sejuk . masih okay lagi . yang bestnya anda akan rasa sengal seluruh pipi and it is not okay at all because you rasa sangat tak selesa . and i got headache . so apa yang i buat i kemam ice the whole time untuk hilangkan rasa sengal sengal .