Lyana Zakaria

Salam. Wow! Tomorrow is my last paper and June 12th I'll be flying to Malaysia! Syiookknya ! haha. Everytime we eat, we'll talk about Malaysian food. Ya Allah, I missed them so much! Laksa.. Cekodok Jagung... Tauhu Bakar... Nasi Lemak... Nasi Ayam Ibu... Nasi Hujan Panas... Roti Canai... Roti Nan... Capati... Apam... Laksam.... Arrgghhh... Nak makan semua!! Haha .. psycho ! (according to my housemates) :P Seronok-seronok jugak Lyana. Remember you have your last paper tomorrow... Pray for me guys! Okay, we're back to our main topic. Solat 3asar ? Hrmm.... Tadi, lepas solat Dhuhur, baca quran... tiba-tiba ada satu ayat Allah ni menimbulkan persoalan dalam diri ini yang masih kurang ilmu agamanya.. بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم حفظوا على الصلوة الوسطى وقوموا لله قنتين [238:سورة البقرة] Peliharalah kamu (kerjakanlah dengan tetap dan sempurna pada waktunya) segala sembahyang fardhu, khasnya sembahyang Wusta (sembahyang 3asar), dan dirikanlah kerana Allah (da...

Bismillah Ar-rahman Ar-rahim Marriage. My friends always said that I'll be the first one to get married among us. There's a possibility because we never knew what Allah had planned for us. I said to my friends that I wanna get married but not early as they wanted to. Marriage kinda freaking me out. Don't know why heee~ Okay forget about me...  it doesn't matter anyway.. What I wanna talk about is Grey is going to. I'm not sure if he did it last night with Elena but we kinda freaked out yesterday after knowing that his mom, Amira was going to let him to marry Elena. WOO~ we kinda like... 1. 'Are you sure it's gonna work out?' Don't know but Elena seemed desperate. 2. What if Grey didn't want to ? Hrmm... Just try it first. 3. 'If they did and they got babies, we split the babies. You guys took half and we took another half.' Sounds great to me. 4. 'Cool! we'll be grannies' Jyeah! I could...

QSalam. Lagi 2 Kertas lagi untuk saya tamat sesi pengajian tahun pertama di Universiti Mansoura. Paper Essay tu boleh lah jawab tapi tak confident sangat. Tak target hebat-hebat sangat. Tulah malas nak belajar memang macam ni la. Dahla awak tu ambil Medicines lepas tu nak main2. Ramai dah orang cakap nak belajar Medik kena usaha lebih 'sikit'... maybe sebab tu kot study pun lebih 'sikit' je. Cakap pasal study, 2 days ago I had a very invasive disease and it causes my anxiety level increases and the disease is ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ....LAZY! That night, my heart rate increases, started to sweat and my anxiety increases due to that symptom. Next day, I told my mum about my laziness and she also got the symptoms ; ANXIETY LEVEL INCREASE. She started to asked me these Questions: 1.Along terpengaruh dengan kawan ke?   Tak, bu. Kawan along semua rajin berlajar. 2.Habis tu, along ada masalah?Boyfriend?   Ish, ibu sampai ke situ...

I had my MCQ paper yesterday and it was like..............!@!@!#$%$*???? Only Allah knew how I felt My next paper is Essay.... this Saturday.. Please do pray for me :) promote diri la pulak Tapi takpe doa sesama muslim :) Okay takpelah pasal tu.. dah lepas pun.. now I wanna talk about Teacher's day ! Yeay! Selamat Hari Guru buat semua guru yang pernah mengajar saya. Semoga Allah memberkati hidupmu setiap saat. Guru merupakan antara insan yang paling mulia di atas muka bumi Allah ni sebab  they share their knowledge with us young people who is trying to understand this Fana2 world. I'm so grateful to Allah because He gave me the chance to go to school to seek for knowledge how to survive in His World.. One of the closest teacher I have is my Mom and Dad. Yup, they'd taught a lot of things to me how to live as a Muslim and Mu2min. They help me a lot especially when dealing with problems. Ayah taught me how to be more proactive, brave, observant and think wisely. I...

I miss my FAMILY ....... I miss my fight with my brother... I miss to kiss my little brother's cheek.. I miss gossiping with my mum.... and of course I miss talking about fact with my dad :') ... I wanna go home.. I miss everything in Malaysia.. But not all of it was good for me... I wanna leave my past behind ... What I wanna do now is to share the new me with my Family :)

It's time to change . #Ustaziatul3alam

As salamu alaikum,  It has been 2 months (err..or maybe more) I didn't update my blog. So, Izzayyukum? Ana? Alhamdulillah.. Ana quwayyisah. So, I've left my blog for a long time and there's a lot of thing to share so I'll summarize it, okay? Last Winter Break, I only had a chance to go to Cairo. It's one of the spectacular thing ever happen in Winter for me BECAUSE I went to the one of the biggest book fair in the world! heee ;) There were lot of books from A-Z . You can find varies of genre there such as religions,scientific, fiction or non fiction  BUT I don't have much money to buy all the books that I wanted to.. I only bought GRAY'S ANATOMY  huhuhu.. (Banyak sangat buku Medicines and harga susah nak jumpa angka kecil) Next year, I'll bring triple from last time. haha.. So that's what happened in Ma9rod( book fair).. Actually what made my holiday more amazing is we went to MAKAM of Imam-Imam and one of it is Makam Imam Syafie. People said that...

Buat pertama kalinya saya menyambut Eid Adha di luar negara dan tanpa keluarga :'( Alhamdulillah everything went well . Subuh subuh saya skype dengan parents saya untuk mengucap Selamat Hari Raya dan mohon kemaafan supaya hidupku di sini diberkati Allah. Sebagai perantauan for the first time, we planned to make currypuff for Raya(saya cuma tukang merasa) and they have made it. YUMYUM . Homemade Currypuff Tapi sayang kami terlepas solat sunat Eid Adha di tahun pertama kami berada di sini. Saya merasa satu kerugian buat kami semua kerana melepaskan peluang tersebut. Insya Allah tahun depan kita bertemu lagi wahai Solat sunat Eidil Adha. HUUU~ :'(  Selepas solat sunat berjemaah di rumah, kami menuju ke tempat yang Ummi suruh kami berkumpul untuk upacara penyembelihan. unta yang telah dikorbankan  Sampai sahaja di sana, we were asked to help abang senior kupas kulit telur. Aiyaa! We're not volunteer or AJK yang ditugaskan melakukan kerja tersebut tapi kitorang...

Stress is not a strange word for everybody unless we are children. Everybody will experience this but in a different situation. As a student we always get stressed when we feel like we are unable to do as people expected us to do. Have you ever felt that? I always get stressed when people around me are so intelligent and they even can explain it back to me exactly like my lecturer. Ya Allah,   rasa macam nak ketuk je kepala ni sebab pemalas sangat. But my mum said semua orang ada cara tersendiri untuk belajar. So you don't have to be so stress about being too slow to update yourself. Sometimes if you work so hard and you forget that Allah is the Greatest and the fact that HE can control everything and you forgot to ask for his help it is worthless when something bad happen on that day. Solat Sunat Istikharah Sebagai manusia biasa yang penuh dengan emosi yang Allah beri, saya memang cepat emosi dan ceat putus asa. Namun begitu, Ibu always remind me that Allah is everything. Ibu ...

Today we had a closing ceremony for Ahlan Misr program. The tentative were supposed to end about 20:20 (Egypt Time) however we decided to get home earlier because .... (errr) but hey, we are not alone because there is also a bunch of Malaysian do the same thing. So we went back home.  Di sinilah cerita bermula. As we walk to the gate, it was locked. We had to wait for a while until one of the Egyptian took the key from the guard. Then, a Malaysian girl told us to use another gate because she said that usually at that time the Istad (stadium) gate will be lock . Since we don't know anything about that so we just follow that girl and her friends.  Sambil berjalan, kami bersembang dan menikmati Mansurah padda waktu malam . Setibanya kami di depan pintu gamaah (Universiti) tiba-tiba terdetik di hati  ' ini macam pintu gamaah depan GALA'A je.. ' Memang betullah sangkaanku . Aku ternampak pakcik kebab yang haritu tu . Pak cik Kebab haritu Shawarma sebelum dibuka ...

Hari ini kita cerita pasal kepelbagaian ragam manusia sekeliling kita . Alhamdullilah hampir sebulan menetap di Mansurah, sedikit demi sedikit kita mula mengenali ragam rakan-rakan kita. Ada yang baik , ada yang buruk . Tengok muka innocent  , cakap lembut tapi after a week , JENG JENG JENG.... terserlah perangai sebenar dia macam mana **sayalah tu** Tapi setakat ini andai kata aku tersalah kata sehingga menyebabkan berlakunya ketidakselesaan antara kami, dengan segeranya aku memohon maaf . itu memang sifat aku . Tidak boleh diubah . I will try to be a considerate person . I don't want make any gap between my housemates . Housemate adalah Familyku Bagi aku untuk perantau macam aku, housemate sangat penting kerana merekalah yang bakal menjadi tempat kita mengadu masalah kita, tempat kita memohon bantuan , tempat kita meminta nasihat yang mana sebelum ini tempat itu diambil alih oleh parents kita atau teman baik kita . Selain itu, hubungan baik yang terbina antara kita dan hou...

Esok MOCK Exam!! Ya Allah . Aku tak ready and aku takut gabra semacam and semua ! Astaghfirullahalazim . Malunya dengan kawan kawan aku yang boleh study menggila ! Aku ?? Ingat Ibu Ayah please~ Ibu Ayah dah brsusah payah untuk kita and now you nak buat macam ni ? Ya Allah kuatkan semangatku . Astaghfirullah aku lalai akan tanggungjawabku sebagai seorang pelajar Ya Allah . Ampunilah dosaku Ya Allah. Aku rasa sangat tak selasa dan malu dan nak nangis . Perasaanku kini kecewa yang teramat sangat kerana aku masih boleh buat begini kepada ibu bapaku ? Macam mana ni? macam mana? Ibu.... Andai engkau di sini di sisiku pasti kau akan memulihkan semangatku yang semakin luntur . Ya Allah aku rindu sangat ibuku ! Rindu ayahku ! Rindu adik-adikku. Tolonglah Ya Allah kuatkan semangatku . Ampunilah dosaku yang menimbun ni . Malunya ~

Alhamdulillah . Harini telah masuk hari ke sepuluh aku berada di Mansoura. Walaupun baru sepuluh hari aku berada di sini, terasa lama sudah aku menetap di Mansoura. Terasa seperti Mansoura sudah sebati dengan diriku . Pada mulanya aku merasakan sedikit penyesalan dan membuatkan aku trefikir adakah benar jalan yang telah aku pilih. Tapi alhamdulillah sedikit demi sedikit perasaan itu mula hilang . Apa yang ada dalam fikiran sekarang ini hanyalah pembelajaranku . Sedikit kecewa kerana kami ketinggalan kelas selama seminggu . Tidak seperti yang dijanjikan kepada kami menyebabkan kami agak terkilan. Mungkin ada hikmah Allah beri ujian ini pada kami. Allah mahu kami berusaha lebih sedikit berbanding orang yang telah tiba lebih awal daripada kami . Ya Allah, Dengarlah doa kami ya Allah . Kawasan perumahan kami baru hendak membangun. Sekeliling rumah kami semuanya sedang membangun. Insya Allah kalau betul apa yang dikatakan senior mungkin kawasan kami akan membangun dan menjadi seperti kawasa...

Alhamdulillah, pada 27th September 2012 aku telah selamat tiba di Mesir. Sampai sahaja aku di Cairo Airport benda pertama yang aku nampak ialah pasir. Nak menunggu luggage sangat lama. Senior senior kitorang dekat sini sangat peramah dan baik baik belaka . 4 jam jugak untuk aku dengan kawan ke Maansoura . haha mungkin sebab jalan jam . Sampai di Mansoura aku pergi ke kedai untuk beli topup number mesirku ;) and barang barang untuk mengelap. Balik rumah kitorang sapu sapu jer pastu terus tidur sebab mengantuk sangat. Rumah sebelah and rumah bawah semua siap mop rumah semua malam tu . kitorang buat keesokan harinya . Orang arab di sini sangat peramah . kitorang sempat berkenalan dengan adik kepada tuan rumah kitorg namanya Ainsam. umur dia 13tahun. Badan dia tinggi dan tegap la. Kulitnya putih dan rambutnya keperangan . Aku tak pasti tuan rumah ni abang kepada Ainsam atau family Ainsam . Tapi apa yang aku pasti nama dia Ahmad and dia banyak tolong kitorang cakap bahasa arab. Even thoug...

Apabila kita ditanya tentang ibu kita , pasti jawapannya ," oh aku sayang ibu aku" . Sangat cliche . Tetapi apabila ibu memanggil kita untuk meminta bantuan , "ala ibu, orang baru nak rehatlah . Nanti nanti lah orang buat" malah kita akan meninggikan suara kita pada emak kita gara gara tidak mahu membantu . Tak dinafikan saya sendiri melakukan perkara tersebut . Tetapi setiap kali saya berbuat demikian terdetik penyesalan dihati dan timbul satu persoalan kenapa aku buat begitu pada ibuku sedangkan aku mengatakan yang aku sayang ibuku. Mungkin sekarang terdetik di hati kamu , ' minah ni lagi teruk daripada aku ' atau ' dia pun sama tak payah nak kecohlah wei' terpulanglah pada kalian sama ada hendak teruskan bacaan ini atau tak. Terus terang saya katakan ibu saya sering terasa hati dengan saya dan saya sering meminta maaf atas kesilapan yang sama . Astaghfirullahalazim . Malu saya dengan kawan kawan saya yang lebih sopan yang lebih menghormati ibu b...

Mencabut gigi geraham bongsu sebenarnya tak lah sakit mana . Cuma semasa doktor cucuk ubat bius ada rasa sedikit sakit kerana gusi kita mempunyai banyak receptor yang menyebabkan sense of pain dalam mulut kita agak tinggi . Berair jugaklah mata ni masa doktor cucuk bius tapi lepas tu you akan rasa kebas and you can't feel anything . Then doktor bagitahu dia nak cabut gigi I then tercabut lah gigi saya . YEAY ! But kegembiraan itu hanya bertahan sebentar . Anda hanya dibenarkan makan makanan yang sejuk dan lembut seperti ice cream or bubur yang sejuk . masih okay lagi . yang bestnya anda akan rasa sengal seluruh pipi and it is not okay at all because you rasa sangat tak selesa . and i got headache . so apa yang i buat i kemam ice the whole time untuk hilangkan rasa sengal sengal .

Everyone have their own dreams . Dream as high as you can but you have to work hard for it or else it would be another fantasies of yours. Haha ! Well my dreams is to be a doctor and become a specialist and then join the army OR The Mercy Malaysia . I'd read an article on a website said that doctor profession is not a good choice for womens because it will lead you to a destruction of family instituition. If you have a husband and you spend your most time in the hospital then your husband found someone else who can be at home all the time to treat their husband better . So you can't blame your husband for finding a new wife for him. Besides that , if you have childrens and they need your attentions as a parent . Childrens are the best gift that Allah give us and we need to take care of them with loves and careness to show Allah how grateful we are. Childrens are innocent , full of curiousity , active , a quick learners and very pure . So we should show them loves and careness s...

I should start to pack my things from now so that i wouldn't be " Kelam-Kabut"  . 2 weeks more and i will be leaving Malaysia for the first time in my life.  I've always dreamt to see the world outside from Malaysia and I got the chance now . Allah have gave me this . Orang kata tinggal di Bumi Anbiya' banyak dugaannya . Aku sedikit bimbang kerana aku tahu imanku tidaklah sekuat mana . Ada juga orang memberitahuku doa doa senang dimakbulkan di sana . Maka orang memberi amaran supaya menjaga tingkah laku ketika di sana kerana bimbang ada hamba Allah yang lain menndoakan ketidak sejahteraanmu . Allahuakbar ! Aku berharap pemergianu kesana dapat menjumpai hidayah Allah . Astaghfirullahalzim . cop cop cop . time is jealous with me . i have to go now . Thank you for reading my Blog .

A few days ago , an unfortunate incidence happened. I stepped on my spectacles and it broke into THREE . I really love my spectacles . Because it's beautiful . So for a few days i walk without spectacles. I find it was hard for me to recognize things around me . So today i've decided to go to optometrist to buy a new spectacles. I bought a purple spectacles which i think it is kinda lame... Hahaha :P whateverr Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.8

In Malaysia,people keep talking about eid that just around the corner but what about ramadhan that going to be end this saturday ?? Me feeling so regret because i never be serious to do what should be done this ramadhan. I think i've wasted the chances that Allah have given to me.in the beginning i am so spiritful to qiam every night but started 2days ago i became so lazy. And today, i just zikr on MY BED PEOPLE!!! after that i woke up for sahur and i felt regret because i didnt do well for lailatulqadr . Supposely i do better than last year but i think this year is the worst.where is your passionate love to Allah ?? I am very ashame with you , Ya Allah .. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.6